I have forgiven by mistake the unforgivable people.
They were no people, they were just
I’ve acted on impulse when I’ve forgiven.
I’ve been disappointed and I laughed.
I hugged, I screamed and I jumped for joy…
I took eternal oaths in the name of Marriage,
And I was never loved correctly.
I lived on fear of loosing someone I cared,
And I ended up loosing it.
I cried looking at old photo albums.
I relived on beautiful childhood memories.
I danced listening to sad music.
I’ve lost completely trust and respect
on the man I was married to;
Not just for being cheated on,
but for disrespecting me and our children.
I ended up hating even his shadow.
Without saying goodbye, one day he left.
I thought America was the loneliness place
to live in,
And alone I’m living a much better life.
I lived with passion. I’ve sent flowers
to unknown people in cemeteries.
I prayed to a God I never met.
I’ve lost friendships and I was disappointed.
I fell in love for a “ Hi”, and I made love to the
most Sweetest Man on Earth.
I only called to hear his voicemail.
I’ve kissed with passion for 48- hours,
and I wished I’ve kissed him more.
I got drunk from lovemaking,
and absolutely felt loved.
Dec. 27, 2020
Ponte Vedra Beach, FL