I have forgiven

“After lovemaking”🔥 ( Photo credit: BestLife. Published by Grant Stoddard. MAY 1, 2017)

I have forgiven by mistake the unforgivable people.

They were no people, they were just

Unforgettable.

I’ve acted on impulse when I’ve forgiven.

I’ve been disappointed and I laughed.

I hugged, I screamed and I jumped for joy…

I took eternal oaths in the name of Marriage,

And I was never loved correctly.

I lived on fear of loosing someone I cared,

And I ended up loosing it.

I cried looking at old photo albums.

I relived on beautiful childhood memories.

I danced listening to sad music.

I’ve lost completely trust and respect

on the man I was married to;

Not just for being cheated on,

but for disrespecting me and our children.

I ended up hating even his shadow.

Without saying goodbye, one day he left.

I thought America was the loneliness place

to live in,

And alone I’m living a much better life.

I lived with passion. I’ve sent flowers

to unknown people in cemeteries.

I prayed to a God I never met.

I’ve lost friendships and I was disappointed.

I fell in love for a “ Hi”, and I made love to the

most Sweetest Man on Earth.

I only called to hear his voicemail.

I’ve kissed with passion for 48- hours,

and I wished I’ve kissed him more.

I got drunk from lovemaking,

and absolutely felt loved.

©️Ana Toma

Dec. 27, 2020

Ponte Vedra Beach, FL

Published by Ana Toma

“I’m a little bit of everything” ©️The unknown woman

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